1 John 4:18 (New International Version)

¹⁸There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.

We've been trying something a little different this tour we've been looking at one of our songs from a different angle under a different light so we can hopefully kinda almost see it for the first time we'd like to try that for you tonight, is that okay?we're gonna need your help though we're gonna need your help and your permission so we need you to find a comfotable space that is not only comfotable but vunerable i want you to shut your eyes and go there and we'll meet you on the other side........

Saw the gap again today while you were begging me to stay take care not to make me enter if i do we both may disappear
Saw the gap again today while you were begging me to stay managed to push myself away and you as well my dear and you, as well pushed you away my dear
I will choke until I swallow choke this infant right before me

What are you but my reflection?
Who am i to judge or strike you down?
Who am i to judge or strike you down?

but your pushing me and i'm shoving you and your pushing me and i'm shoving you
Rest your trigger on my finger bang my head upon the fault line
You better take care not to make me enter if i do we both may disappear if i do we both may disappear

but your pushing me and i'm shoving you and your pushing me and i'm shoving you
you still love me you still love me you still love me you still love me and were pushing and were shoving and i'm pushing as your shoving

And i'm slipping back into the gap again
i feel alive when you touch me.
i feel alive when you hold me........down

slipping back into you
slipping back into you
i am somewhere i don't wanna be, yeah put me somewhere i don't wanna be
push me somewhere i don't wanna be
seeing someplace i don't wanna see
never wanna see that place again.....

saw the gap again today
while you were begging me to stay
managed to push myself away...and you as well my dear if,
when i say i might fade like a sigh if i stay,
you minimize my movement anyways
i must persuade you another way

pushing and shoving and pushing and shoving and pushing me

there's no love in fear

starring down the hole again
hands are on my back again
survival is my only friend
terrified of what may come

Remember i will always love you
As i claw your fucking throat away
It will end no other way it will end no other way.